Imagine

Twenty eight years ago tonight, in the middle of a Monday Night Football game between the Miami Dolphins and New England Patriots, Howard Cosell rocked my world in a most profoundly tragic way.

Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today…

Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace…

You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world…

You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one

47 replies
  1. Leen says:

    Clearly remember that tragic day. Hiking in the winter woods in Appalachia with a small group of young ones ( 4-10 years old). Back to our country house and a small group of grown ups weeping.

    What is it with people wanting to kill people who focus on a message of Peace?

  2. skdadl says:

    Oh, wring my heart, bmaz, but thank you for remembering.

    I know a crew of journalists who were in Bucharest on Christmas 1989, who dodged bullets to arrive at the scene of the Ceausescus’ execution and then dodged bullets getting back to their hotel, and who then collapsed listening to a tape of John singing “And so this is Christmas.”

    A few years after I heard their story, I turned a corner in our local supermarket, trying not to sniffle because that song was playing away at us shoppers, and I ran into a woman standing in the middle of the aisle looking up at the speakers and crying openly.

    John Lennon. For a lot of us, it’s like that.

  3. Rayne says:

    1980 was a horrible year; I think it marks the year I actually grew up. Hard to believe it’s been 28 years.

    28 years of “What if…”

    • bmaz says:

      Yep, ditto. It just seemed since the date fell on a Monday, with a MNF game looming tonight, that it would be appropriate to do something.

  4. Quebecois says:

    I heard Cosell’s words.

    A few hours later, very early, sitting in the subway, with the same folks as usual, turning to the same page as I walked in, nobody seemed to care.

    A couple of stops later, the same beauty walked in, and sat across from me. She looked all around, then she spotted me, we looked at each other for a couple of seconds, and we both started crying at the same time. i’m still crying, so many years later.

  5. JohnLopresti says:

    I would protest to the supermarket folks, too, the Muzak developers, but it is too small a dream for them to relinquish, and a fleeting moment, at that, who is to say the organic cilantro and is better with or without a few tears mixed with the produce department spray of freshness.

    Being somewhat eccentric, and very busy, I avoid listening to old music, except on car voyages, one of which recently included Imagine, played as the pickup drove thru a mountain pass cleaved by a flotilla of tractors fifty years ago. Lennon’s cherubic voice proceeded through the verses, carefully blended to evoke a futurist view of civilization which was cherished to him, and to his drove of ‘adequate’ musicians.

    Besides avoiding listening to music, I am barely a reader, so, last summer was surprised to read the original lifestyle story depicting a day in the life, of an early Beatle John Lennon which the London Evening Standard had published while I was avidly consuming books on topics like Columbus, and east African archeology for some work I had commissioned, or wished I had, with some professors in Europe. Kindly, someone has preserved the London article there. It contained some jive writing which caused tumult in a cousin’s family, and incurred the wrath of an uncle of mine who barely let me continue to visit my cousin, with the concomitant ban on my bringing records by the fab4 to share with her. He was a good man, and worked hard. He sent my cousin to an ivy league women’s college. But you could kind of see where all the early brilliant energy was going, and the wild dynamics which would divide many musical groups of that antediluvian era, even in the London interview. It looks like 2009 is going to be the year iTunes finally markets the Beatles repertoire, however. Another step toward the same peace.

    • 4jkb4ia says:

      The linked article was wonderful.

      I don’t remember when Elvis died, at all. And I remember hearing about when Kurt Cobain died when it happened. But I do not remember hearing about when John Lennon died when it happened. I remember reading about it in Time at the savings and loan. Seriously. As all of you remember “Double Fantasy” was John Lennon’s comeback after having been out of music for some time, so I was beginning to get to know him. “Woman” was in close to heavy rotation on KXOK.
      My dad tells the story that he was actually in the audience when the Beatles were on the Ed Sullivan Show. My dad can also see how old Paul McCartney has gotten. Like freep, my parents were never hippies, so consistently, my mom’s favorite Beatles album is “Rubber Soul”.

  6. randiego says:

    I was 18. I was at work, on a television assembly line. We had a local Top 40 station as our analog audio feed, and the reports came in very slowly at first. I remember thinking “maybe he’s ok” – of course he wasn’t. I wore a black armband for a week. People didn’t understand.

    Thanks for posting this brother.

  7. freepatriot says:

    to graduate high school in my area, we were required to attend a city council meeting, so on December 8, 1980, I was fulfilling my final obligation toward becoming a high school graduate

    when I got out of the meeting, I learned that the world had been changed …

    so I completed High School on the same day that John Lennon was killed

    it really was the end of my childhood

    wouldn’t you know, December 8th is also my brother’s birthday

    so I ain’t ever gonna forget that day …

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY butch

  8. earlofhuntingdon says:

    Little wonder that John Lennon was Richard Nixon’s bete noire. The most powerful government official in the world, impaled on fear by a singer of songs. Little wonder that if Lennon were alive, Cheney would have sent him packing to Liverpool, via Lebanon.

  9. BlueStateRedHead says:

    Thanks Bmaz. New York Lakers please go to Strawberry Fields in Central Park on our behalf. Or lay a wreath at the door of the Dakota, and look up to where he lived –and where Yoko used to live as far I could see from my brother’s ex-in-laws apt. across the way.

    Anyone know if she still does?

  10. 4jkb4ia says:

    I was able to read Lester Bangs’s obituary for John Lennon, because that was included in Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung:

    “I can’t mourn John Lennon, I didn’t know the guy. But I do know that when all is said and done, that’s all he was–a guy. The refusal of his fans to ever let him just be that was finally almost as lethal as his “assassin”…Did you watch the TV specials on Tuesday night? Did you see all those people standing in the street in front of the Dakota apartment where Lennon lived singing “Hey Jude”? What do you think the real–cynical, sneeringly sarcastic, witheringly witty and iconoclastic–John Lennon would have said about that?
    John Lennon at his best despised cheap sentiment and had to learn the hard way that once you’ve made your mark on history those who can’t will be so grateful they’ll turn it into a cage for you. Those who choose to falsify their memories–to pine for a neverland 1960s that never really happened that way in the first place–insult the retroactive Eden they enshrine….
    In some of his last interviews before he died, he said, “What I realized during the five years away was that when I said the dream is over, I had made the physical break from the Beatles, but mentally there was still that big thing on my back about what people expected of me.” And: “We were the hip ones of the sixties. But the world is not like the sixties. The whole world has changed.” And: “Produce your own dream. It’s quite possible to do anything…the unknown is what it is. And to be frightened of it is what sends everybody around chasing dreams, illusions.”"

    Needless to say I am not old enough to remember Lester Bangs when he was alive. However, both Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung and Let It Blurt are extremely mindblowing.

    In the age of Barack Obama it is important to read these words, as well. Obama represents the flaring up of the dreams deferred of the 1960s for many, many people. I deliberately included the racial context of “dreams deferred”. Part of the cabinet choices he has made may include the psychological dynamic that many of these people know him. They will not defer to him or worship him. They will allow him to be a guy with as normal a family life as he can scrape together.

    • MrWhy says:

      I remember when John made the remark about the Beatles being more popular than Jesus, and working through what he must have meant. The original story by Maureen Cleave was published on 4 March 1966 in the London Evening Standard.

      We’re more popular than Jesus now; I don’t know which will go first – rock’n’roll or Christianity. Jesus was all right but his disciples were thick and ordinary. It’s them twisting it that ruins it for me.

  11. wavpeac says:

    It was my freshmen year of college. The beginning of a very long republican reign or fisthold on this country. What I remember most is that our college radio station and every pop station around played almost non-stop beatles songs for about a week. I remember being impressed all over again because of the depth of John Lennon’s lyrics. That’s when the song “Happy Xmas” (or War is Over) became one of my favorite christmas tunes. Why did the guy with big message have to die?

    I remember praying that the stones would live a long time and began to rue the day I would have to listen to a week’s worth of the stones. (I wasn’t a big fan in college and imagined it would be hideous! Today I have softened a bit…but at the time…the stones were bad boy music…!)

    Thanks for the memory Bmaz. I remember we had a big memorial at the clock tower (referred to as the Dean’s Erection) and the tower played electronic versions of beatles tunes for days.

    My dad loved Reagan and I was having trouble accepting my father. My dad went Country (Urban cowboy…every woman’s dream of a violent cowboy husband) and became a republican. Ugh…I shudder. 1980 was a bad year.

  12. JPL9 says:

    I was living in CT at the time and they interrupted the program that I was watching. I can still remember watching the scene around the Dakota after he war murdered.

  13. BayStateLibrul says:

    I must have been living in Hotlanta at the time, it’s very foggy
    to me.
    When I hear that song, I cascade back in time to the 60’s…
    Fond memories…

  14. Shadowstalker says:

    I most appreciated that Time magazine refused to name the individual who murdered John, because his motive was undying fame.

    Thanks for this post, bmaz. It’s good to remember.

  15. Quzi says:

    “Twenty eight years ago tonight” — Wow, I can’t believe it’s been that long ago.

    Imagine is John.

    I loved that he had the balls to follow his heart…and screw the status quo.

  16. hayduke says:

    heard it on mnf. cosell nasal tone droned. but it was still like it was not real. still not quite hitting home. suddenly and seemingly somewhat spontaneously there were all sorts of news reports about the people outside the dakota, about john’s life, and about how confusing the senseless tragedy was affecting people. it was like a bad dream, it would not go away. sad day indeed. bigger than life. bigger than his music in many ways. all he meant to so many… another moment like jfk… we all remember where we were…

  17. katymine says:

    It is Monday Night Football in Charlotte…..

    Love the memorial to John Lennon in Central Park NYC……

  18. neurophius says:

    I was in my first year of law school and was at home studying when someone told me they had heard the news. I walked up the hill to the campus and stood silently in a crowd of people as snowflakes fell on us. I remember that very well.

    • neurophius says:

      either the campus paper or the local townie paper was doing person in the street interviews. I made a comment that may have not been very coherent but it was something to the effect that Reagan’s election had unleashed forces of evil and hatred in the country and Lennon’s death, if not directly caused by that, was somehow related to that. they published my comment. I wish I still had a copy.

  19. ratfood says:

    I’d gone through a period of intense Beatles obsession during my teens and John was my favorite, so his death hit me pretty hard. Phil Hartman’s demise had a similar effect… so senseless.

    It seems a shame, however, that these sorts of things really only garner our attention when they involve celebrities. What happened to Lennon should never happen to any person, anyplace, for any reason.

  20. Eureka Springs says:

    I remember my mother married her third and best husband around that time ( a few years before John’s untimely death).. He was a minister and I, a child born in 1965, was not amused. Until the first day I walked into that church and we all sang Imagine… and we did so most every week.

    Thanks, John… and if you have not been paying attention, don’t look now.

  21. Beerfart Liberal says:

    me too. was watching mnf as usual. shocked. no what else? I forgot all about it today. damn.

  22. foothillsmike says:

    I can remember the first time I saw them on the Ed Sullivan shew. I didn’t find out about it until the following AM. Was a long day.

  23. rafflaw says:

    Great song and a great song-writer. Seeing those lyrics really takes me back. I am a dreamer and I am not the only one, thanks in part, to John Lennon.

  24. Evolute says:

    When someone you really love passes, particularly before their time, it leaves an indelible scar.

    For being such resilient creatures we humans sure are a fragile lot. A couple of Mondays ago my little brother Dave passed away in his sleep (negligent homicide, in my opinion). Among other things, he also played a lot of rock and roll.

    John Lennon will always be revered in my family, I love and miss them both.

      • Evolute says:

        Thanks bmaz, thou I’m a stranger to many here, the Wheel is a refreshing must-stop when I have time for politics these days. And as the maestro of 60’s counterculture drew us into this thread, Cold Turkey is my separation from current and socially urgent events.

        Life happens.

        On a personal note, if you have the time I could use a little direction in seeking an L.A. lawyer. I can be reached at smallg at sbcglobal dot net.

        Thanks for the condolences, this is the first and only time I will mention this puplicly.

  25. james says:

    I heard the news from Vin Scelsa on NY radio, don’t remember the station, probably WNEW.

    I firmly believe Lennon was killed to accomplish two things:
    1.) get rid of a troublesome peace freak who would make too much trouble for what the Reagan people had in mind, and
    2.) to see if the public was gullible enough to fall for the lone nut scenario that worked so well in Dallas and which would be used again in Washington DC three months later when Reagan was shot by John Hinckley.

    Don’t believe the forces of darkness don’t plan ahead.

    BTW, two years later I was a cop in the 20 Pct which covers the Dakota. The cops who worked that night and responded to the scene, who drove John to the hospital because EMS wasn’t fast enough, they hated him. Not one of them had a good thing to say about him or Yoko who donated bulletproof vests to the PBA when the city wouldn’t provide them.

    They hated him because he stood for peace and anti-authoritarianism.

    • bluebutterfly says:

      The Bushs and the Hinckleys were/are friends. Scott Hinckley was to have dinner at Neil Bush’s house that night. If Reagan would have died, then Bush would have become president.

      Rove and Ashcroft arranged an early release for Hinckley.
      http://dc.indymedia.org/newswi…../index.php

    • bmaz says:

      BTW, two years later I was a cop in the 20 Pct which covers the Dakota. The cops who worked that night and responded to the scene, who drove John to the hospital because EMS wasn’t fast enough, they hated him. Not one of them had a good thing to say about him or Yoko who donated bulletproof vests to the PBA when the city wouldn’t provide them.

      They hated him because he stood for peace and anti-authoritarianism.

      Wow. Unbelievable.

  26. Petrocelli says:

    Thanks bmaz for posting about this. I had just sat down to watch the game when the news broke. Besides getting up to call my brother with the news, I didn’t move or speak for several hours.

    The lyrics of Imagine contain the best description of Nirvana or enlightenment ever written and it is a level I aspire to reach, in my own writing.

  27. becca656 says:

    Evolute – sorry for your loss.

    My memory of John Lennon’s death came early on the morning after. I’d birthed my son just two weeks before and I was doing an early morning nursing (7a) when the Today show opened its broadcast with the news.

    I remember looking down at my son and asking him what kind of world I’d brought him into.

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